Today I'm really feeling the effects of the Wellbutrin. I'm sluggish and sleepy and I need to stop taking it. I'm going to try to go to Curves and get through this without medication. Today's big issue was craving sweets. There's a Dunkin' Donuts on my way home from work and every day I fight with myself, almost literally, not to stop there. So far I've won, but when I picked up my son he was starving so I stopped at the gas mart near his after-school care and he picked out a big bag of M&M's. I knew as I told him he could have it that I was going to eat some. I could make excuses, but I simply wanted them. On the way home I ate about half of a 9.5 ounce bag which is a shocking amount of calories, I'm certain. I'm not proud of what I did, but I'm going to try very hard not to beat myself up like I have in the past, because that just leads to more back-sliding.
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