It's been a week since I went back to Curves. I went Monday, Wednesday, Friday, and again today, although today I had to force myself to go. It feels insurmountable, as if nothing I do will make an appreciable difference, so I'm coming at it from the approach of improving my health. I'm going to sign up for the Women's 4 Miler Training Program tonight because I need to find other things to do for exercise. There are so many reasons that I need to exercise regularly and over the last week a couple of major reasons have come to light. I'm more conscious of the extra weight and as it gets warmer the discomfort of having overlapping skin is becoming more obvious, although I think the worst thing of all is that I can't properly reach my own behind to wipe it. It's a horrible feeling, especially considering that I clearly remember when I didn't have this problem. When I gained back the 61 pounds I'd lost I put weight on in places that had never been heavy. When something as fundamental as using the restroom becomes a chore it's definitely time to do something!
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